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  <title>Dance like there's no tomorrow</title>
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  <updated>2009-09-11T10:12:08Z</updated>
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    <title>I never felt like this baby.</title>
    <published>2009-09-11T10:12:08Z</published>
    <updated>2009-09-11T10:12:08Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Quick post before taking my shower to pray.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shopping ystd was extremely awesome(:&lt;br /&gt;I really enjoyed every second of it,It was awesome to spend some quality family time with Dad and Mum.I felt so happy and loved,haha.I mean honestly a feeling that i haven't felt for so longgg.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will be going swimming tomorrow(:&lt;br /&gt;Yayness.&lt;br /&gt;Can't wait,hopefully the weather doesn't screw up.&lt;br /&gt;But i still heart the rain(:&lt;br /&gt;Anddd pizza night with Dad and Mum today.Omg!&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thanks GM for being such an awesome GM!LOL.&lt;br /&gt;But yea,thanks for the advice and everything else.Love love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hate you for being such a fucktard but that's exactly why i heart you.Why does things always have to be so damn ass complicated?!Ugh.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lilshobs:15311</id>
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    <title>I want you.</title>
    <published>2009-09-09T02:01:34Z</published>
    <updated>2009-09-09T02:03:46Z</updated>
    <content type="html">My problems?Bigger?I said that?Wow,i never cared?Awesome.What else?&lt;br /&gt;I thought despite all these shit you still cared.But wadeves.&lt;br /&gt;I have been hurting,pushing everyone away.I'm not gonna state the reason here.What's the fucking point?&lt;br /&gt;You would think that its bull,as usual.So fine,wadeves.&lt;br /&gt;You're happy now so let it be&lt;br /&gt;And wth you were the one who pushed her away. so how the hell isit my fault?&lt;br /&gt;Wadeves just go ahead and blame me for every damn shit.I cant be bothered anymore.I don't want to hold on and hurt myself physically and mentally when you're oh so damn happy without me.&lt;br /&gt;So fine,you don't want me back.Let it be.Peace out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hello readers.&lt;br /&gt;Yes,i fainted on Monday and it was for real.&lt;br /&gt;Haha,funny sia.&lt;br /&gt;Okay,wasn't actually that funny that time but now looking back i find it amusing.&lt;br /&gt;Had like 3 hour plus lecture in total from everyone at home bout my health!&lt;br /&gt;Yes yes Mummy and Daddy i promise (:&lt;br /&gt;So aft fainting in the morning i couldnt like sleep so i called my Baby to tell her i fainted.Haha.&lt;br /&gt;She was so cute and sweet as usual.Talked to her for like 2 hrs i think.&lt;br /&gt;Then papa came back.Kinda rested the whole day felt very weak.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ystd was another unproductive yet fun day.&lt;br /&gt;GM called me,yes i have a GM now and i heart her to bits,and we talked for 4 hrs?!&lt;br /&gt;Yepp,was fun talking to her(:&lt;br /&gt;And i forgot to mention,i have a precious now(:And i love her to bits too.Muacks D.&lt;br /&gt;Shitty things happened at night.Turned to ma baby.&lt;br /&gt;And she was there for me like how she has been from the time i started talking to her,&lt;br /&gt;I love you hell loads baby J&amp;lt;3Am so grateful for you in my life.Take care B.I miss you.Cant wait to see you nxt week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Woke up early today morning to send Matt off to M'sia.&lt;br /&gt;Damn as much as it kills me to say,I'm gonna miss her.&lt;br /&gt;Ugh.&lt;br /&gt;Had a car date with papa.Finally.Have been drifting away from him.Was so happy to just talk to him bout stuff.&lt;br /&gt;I didn't talk much,was listening to dad's stuff.&lt;br /&gt;Aft listening i kinda miss Uncle C.Well hope he will get well soon (:&lt;br /&gt;And now i'm blogging(:&lt;br /&gt;I love holidays coz it beats going to school.&lt;br /&gt;Contemplating if i should watch the hindi movie GM recommended.&lt;br /&gt;But i don't want to get all sad and mopey.&lt;br /&gt;So ugh.&lt;br /&gt;Mummy is taking a day off from work tml to spend time with me(:&lt;br /&gt;Going deeps shopping!!(:Because once school starts its gonna be just me and the books(:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe your blog post was what i really needed.&lt;br /&gt;Honestly when i read it,it felt like someone had stab me with a knife.But wadeves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm too fly to be depressed right GM?(:</content>
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    <title>Same shit,different day.</title>
    <published>2009-09-05T01:32:44Z</published>
    <updated>2009-09-06T09:52:32Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;span style="font-size: larger;"&gt;LOCKED.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(128, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;'m just so fuckin' depressed&lt;br /&gt; I just can seem to get out this slump&lt;br /&gt; If I could just get over this hump&lt;br /&gt; But I need something to pull me out this dump&lt;br /&gt; I took my bruises, took my lumps&lt;br /&gt; Fell down and I got right back up&lt;br /&gt; But I need that spark to get psyched back up&lt;br /&gt; In order for me to pick that myself back up&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lilshobs:14401</id>
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    <title>SHUT UP BITCH.</title>
    <published>2009-09-04T10:54:52Z</published>
    <updated>2009-09-04T10:54:52Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Ehmagod!SHUT THE FUCK UP.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I swear.I just want to curl up and die.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So shut the fuck up and piss off.</content>
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    <title>Damn.</title>
    <published>2009-08-31T07:14:01Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-31T07:14:01Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;em&gt;Just let it die&lt;br /&gt; With no goodbyes&lt;br /&gt; Details don't matter&lt;br /&gt; We both paid the price&lt;br /&gt; Tears in my eyes&lt;br /&gt; You know sometimes&lt;br /&gt; It'd be like that baby&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Now everytime I see you&lt;br /&gt; I pretend I'm fine&lt;br /&gt; When I wanna reach out to you&lt;br /&gt; But I turn and I walk and I let it ride&lt;br /&gt; Baby I must confess&lt;br /&gt; We were bigger than anything&lt;br /&gt; Remember us at our best &lt;br /&gt; And don't forget about us.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>lilshobs @ 2009-08-30T09:03:00</title>
    <published>2009-08-30T01:12:57Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-30T01:12:57Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;em&gt;Thanks LH for talking to me for like 2 hrs on the phone.I really appreciate it.&lt;br /&gt;Thanks for making me smile/laugh with yr wrong reactions/timing.It was nice talking to you.&lt;br /&gt;I just want you to know,don't worry.You're not alone,we both are prolly in the same situation,so if you feel like talking to someone,you know i'm here for you.Thanks.&lt;br /&gt;Lets go on a date again like the other time.Though it was only for a short time,i had fun (:&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay,I'm still feeling as shitty as ever,actually worse that I was feeling on Friday :/&lt;br /&gt;Feel like just giving up on everything and everyone.&lt;br /&gt;Received about 6 text msgs last night and i only replied 1.And that 1 person was my tutor.&lt;br /&gt;I am just not in the mood to talk to anyone coz i don't trust anyone anymore.Not exactly anyone i still know i trust some lovelies like Yong but i just dont wanna burden her or anyone else.Its not like their lives are going great or wadeves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;em&gt;I want you to be with me more than ever now.That's why i rush to bed every night,with hopes to see yr face.&lt;br /&gt;Ahh wadeves.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lilshobs:13469</id>
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    <title>Love struck.</title>
    <published>2009-08-28T10:26:08Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-28T10:26:08Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I've never felt like this before.Really.&lt;br /&gt;Things have been bad but i always had certain people by my side who deff made things better,made me feel good.&lt;br /&gt;Feeling effing effed-up.I swear.&lt;br /&gt;A-math paper totally made me feel back to worse,seeing you with _,not talking to you and omg,someone's FB pg made it clear.&lt;br /&gt;FUCK.&lt;br /&gt;If you knew me well enough,the foul language itself would explain my emotions.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really feel like doin something now.&lt;br /&gt;And again if you know me well enough you prolly know what i might resort to.Fish it.I know its bad but ugh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Srsly i hate how i'm feeling.I cant even express it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other day in class while LL was talking bout his life i started writing all the lovely ppl's name at the back of my foolscap.As usual started off with Chris brown,varman...then aft writing all the supposed bf's names of mine(which took up 3/4 fo the space)i wrote GAYU's name and the next name i wrote was ____.And i don't know why.Its just wadeves .No point as usual,this will be bull to you so wadeves.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The weather is not making me feel any better :/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm giving up on you.No more thinking of you.I realised that &amp;quot;we&amp;quot; will never ever happen.As hard as it is,i'm gonna get you outta my system.Last thing i need right now is to feel worse.You were the first one i was serious about and i want it to be the last.I hate feeling like this.Moreover its not like you even know bout my existence.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To top it all i'm haing PMC.Screw.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Was looking thru FB pics.Saw the ones we took on yr birthday.I really miss you,us.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>lilshobs @ 2009-08-27T08:17:00</title>
    <published>2009-08-27T00:18:26Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-27T00:18:26Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I'm exhausted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: larger;"&gt;AND I MISS YOUUUUUU&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>My Man(:</title>
    <published>2009-08-24T11:08:33Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-24T11:08:33Z</updated>
    <content type="html">There was so much of things I wanted to blog about,so much of hurt,anger and sadness that was eating me up slowly and everything.&lt;br /&gt;But everything seems to be blur to me now.&lt;br /&gt;Merely thinking of you sets my heart wild.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gosh for the first time,i'm serious about someone.But wtf timing seems to be real wrong.&lt;br /&gt;Fish,help me.&lt;br /&gt;Only person i feel like talking to bout this whole crazy thing is sugar.Prolly cause she knows the person.I want to tell her and need to tell her.&lt;br /&gt;But what's stopping me?Its like i will type out everything as a text in ma phone and will be ready to like just let it out but i will stop.&lt;br /&gt;I guess i'm just afraid of what she may think of me.Like really.Worse still blabber to the person?!I mean not that sugar is like that.&lt;br /&gt;Itsjust..OH FISH.I'M CRAZYYY.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Drop the act &lt;em&gt;hon&lt;/em&gt;,cause its over.I aint that loser you used to play your dumbfish games with.Screw off.I mean it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>It’s a thug story, tell me can you handle that?</title>
    <published>2009-08-01T02:10:10Z</published>
    <updated>2009-08-01T02:10:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">This is ridiculous not to mention,totally unfair.&lt;br /&gt;All i wanted to do was to be there for you simply because i cared for you.&lt;br /&gt;And what do i get?&lt;br /&gt;Ah wadeves.&lt;br /&gt;To&amp;nbsp; think that i actually meant something to you.Wow.My stupidity i guess.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm outta here.&lt;br /&gt;But before that i just want to say thanks to all those who text me/called me/emailed me to ask if i was aite.Really thanks all.</content>
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    <title>I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hung over.</title>
    <published>2009-07-31T11:54:18Z</published>
    <updated>2009-07-31T11:54:18Z</updated>
    <content type="html">All i can say is wadeves,fine and suit yourself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sick and tired of all these fucked up shit thats happening.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I guess you're right,i deserve a break from everything.&lt;br /&gt;Its just hard and it hurts.&lt;br /&gt;I don't know.Really.&lt;br /&gt;Lost and confused.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A rain date with you,a hug from you,anything.YOU where the hell are you?&lt;br /&gt;You inspire me.I need to atleast see you now to get through all these.&lt;br /&gt;Fuck.</content>
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    <title>lilshobs @ 2009-07-29T14:57:00</title>
    <published>2009-07-29T07:12:15Z</published>
    <updated>2009-07-29T07:14:11Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/lilshobs/pic/0000d5w3/"&gt;&lt;img border="0" alt="" style="width: 155px; height: 240px;" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/lilshobs/pic/0000adsa/s320x240" /&gt;&lt;img width="159" height="240" border="0" alt="" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/lilshobs/pic/0000bhez/s320x240" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/lilshobs/pic/0000d5w3/"&gt;&lt;img border="0" alt="" style="width: 150px; height: 240px;" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/lilshobs/pic/0000d5w3/s320x240" /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OMG!!MY love&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;After Chris Brown its him(:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;</content>
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    <title>Sick.</title>
    <published>2009-07-29T06:55:29Z</published>
    <updated>2009-07-29T06:55:29Z</updated>
    <content type="html">HEYZZ folks.&lt;br /&gt;I don't have the mood nor strength to blog.Just need to do some dedications and will be outta here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YOU:&lt;br /&gt;I want to begin by apologizing to you first.&lt;br /&gt;Really am sorry.I feel so bad for disturbing you at such odd hours.Ruined your sleep too.&lt;br /&gt;I'm sorry hon.&lt;br /&gt;Anyways thank you so much.I don't think i have anyone in my life who would call me back or talk to me any time i need someone.&lt;br /&gt;THANK YOU SO MUCH.&lt;br /&gt;I am sorry about everything that has happened between us.I know things are better alr but i cant help feeling like a bitch each time i talk to you.&lt;br /&gt;Ugh.But i wont let anything or anyone to ruin my friendship with you hon.Simply because you mean so damn much to me.&lt;br /&gt;And yes,i hope and wish you all the best in getting to know your eyecandy soon!(:&lt;br /&gt;Take care.I promise to talk to you more often.How about everyday?!Nah,am kidding.&lt;br /&gt;God bless.&lt;br /&gt;I love you to bits and pieces.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YOU:&lt;br /&gt;I really don't know what to reply to your msg.&lt;br /&gt;I am pist.With you?No i really don't know.&lt;br /&gt;Look i am going through hell too but i cant just sit here and watch my friend be upset.&lt;br /&gt;I JUST CANT.I am not like every damn human being around me.I care for each and every damn soul i love.That is why its so hard for me to pretend.Moreover you aint just a friend.You should know you mean so damn much to me.&lt;br /&gt;Look,i know you don't do the whole talking out shit.Because i know even after you talk to me about your problems,the problems and the hurt,anger etc remains there.&lt;br /&gt;All i want you to know it this I AM THERE FOR YOU.ANY TIME.&lt;br /&gt;I.AM.THERE.&lt;br /&gt;I.GOT.YOUR.BACK.&lt;br /&gt;Yeah,it may sound cliche to you.&lt;br /&gt;And you can ask me so what if i tell you?Not as if you can heal the hurt any shit.&lt;br /&gt;But atleast you wont be alone.You wont sleep at night crying alone.&lt;br /&gt;I'm telling you this because i know how it hurts when you cry alone.And i don't want you to cry like me each night.Alone.&lt;br /&gt;I never want to see you like this,sad and stuff.&lt;br /&gt;I care for you a great deal.&lt;br /&gt;It hurts me to see you like this.&lt;br /&gt;It hurts me because i feel that even aft all the times we spent tgth,it feels like you dont trust me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dont have much left to say.&lt;br /&gt;I guess right now the only thing i can do is pray for you to feel better i guess.&lt;br /&gt;Take care.God bless.&lt;br /&gt;Peace out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kimmy Baby,Gf,Huang,Leah and HEYONG:&lt;br /&gt;Thanks for the care and concern.Love you all.</content>
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    <title>Applauds.</title>
    <published>2009-07-18T01:59:29Z</published>
    <updated>2009-07-18T01:59:54Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I can't get over the coincidence or the priceless look.&lt;br /&gt;Damn.&lt;br /&gt;Will fall flat if someone dedicates the song to me.Right darl?!&lt;br /&gt;Hais.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(128, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;span class="description"&gt; En moochu swasathil ni kalanthaa adi, &lt;br /&gt;ni eppo katrodu maranthu vittai.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fuck.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>I wish that when I wake up you're there.</title>
    <published>2009-07-16T14:00:16Z</published>
    <updated>2009-07-16T14:01:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Hello folks.&lt;br /&gt;Okay so I made my previous dumbfish post a private one.Actually i don't see the reason as to why i made it a private one.&lt;br /&gt;I guess it just doesn't make a diff does it?I mean i blogged bout it to get it of my mind but apparently even aft doing so,i still feel the same so wadeves.&lt;br /&gt;So apparently I'm causing too much &amp;quot;negative vibes&amp;quot; to people.So fine,i will take my leave.Alr did.Take a bow would you.&lt;br /&gt;There is so much more left to say but i don't wish to harp on it anymore.I have a life dont wish to ruin it by thinking bout all these shit.It ain't like my life is so perfect and problems-free to think bout this.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really want to give school a skip tom.I just dont feel well.Really not sick,just i don't know.Tired?&lt;br /&gt;But my mother won't allow so didn't even bother asking.I really miss tons of people now.SUGAR,COUZ S,SWEETY V,GAYU MUMMY and the list goes on.&lt;br /&gt;My eyes are like gonna close any second.&lt;br /&gt;And there's still so much more i want to blog about.&lt;br /&gt;Guess i will do a private one and hit the bed.&lt;br /&gt;Nights my fellow readers!(:</content>
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    <title>Hooked onto that song!</title>
    <published>2009-07-13T07:47:42Z</published>
    <updated>2009-07-16T14:02:41Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Hello!(:&lt;br /&gt;School has started and what can i say,i feel so stressed out!!Yet i cant seem to be discipline enough to study!Ugh.Help me.&lt;br /&gt;But school has been fun with dearie.Really.Love that freak to bits and ofcourse not forgetting brainless!wished we could have more breaks tgth but that would mean seeing some people.&lt;br /&gt;I just don't understand how some people can be so damn ass hypocritical.&lt;br /&gt;I mean you can't stand me so you bitch about me?Yet you want to talk to me as if you like me?!OMG srsly get a life or atleast GET OFF MINE.&lt;br /&gt;Dont deny it,i know the whole bitching thing is still going on.You know i don't understand after all sort of shit ya'll damn hell did to me,i still said its aite,forgive and forget and went ahead to talk to ya'll.And wth do i get in return?&lt;br /&gt;Bitching,bitching and more bitching.&lt;br /&gt;So what all the time you,D, text me ILY was fake?Ugh.I feel like puking.&lt;br /&gt;Initially when i heard about it,i wanted to do what i always did,confronting ya'll.Then i realised i would prolly be the dumbest person to do that.Cause as usual ya'll will start the whole innocent act and manipulate everything so forget it.I cant be as hypocritcal as you guys.&lt;br /&gt;I dont wish to play all these kind of mind games.Not only am i angry with ya'll but am truly hurt and upset.&lt;br /&gt;Just know this:DO WHAT YOU WANT OTHERS TO DO TO YOU.&lt;br /&gt;Peace.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyways readers just want to let ya'll know don't yall ever do such things.If ya'll dislike someone keep away,dont bitch and hurt em.&lt;br /&gt;After typing this i dont have the mood to blog more.Just want to end off by saying I'M HOOKED ONTO THAT SONG!thanks my love for introducing such a beautiful song to me.</content>
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    <title>My baby(:</title>
    <published>2009-06-24T00:48:53Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-24T00:57:53Z</updated>
    <category term="chris brown is the best."/>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/lilshobs/pic/0000968k/"&gt;&lt;img border="0" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/lilshobs/pic/0000968k/s320x240" style="width: 189px; height: 246px;" alt="" /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Doesnt he just look adorable?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;I wanted to blog bout lots of stuff but i want to vent out some things first.&lt;br /&gt;Ystd night i was just so damn it happy because my baby,chris brown's case finally came to an end without him having to serve any jail sentence.But he does have to severe community services and he is on probabtion.&lt;br /&gt;I would really appreciate it if people could stop dissing him.He plead guilty and the judge made the decision.The judge has all the evidence and inforatio that obviously we dont' know.So to receive a lenient sentence like probation only goes to show that the case wasn't as serious as it was portrayed.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="commentMessage"&gt;&lt;wbr&gt;&lt;/wbr&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/lilshobs/pic/0000968k/"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;HE DIDNT &amp;quot;ESCAPE&amp;quot; any damn thing.So srsly stop telling that his career is over i mean c'mon NO ONE WAS THERE TO WITNESS ANY SHIT.I ain't just saying all these because of chris.If it was any other artist i would be blogging the same.Like i said no one was there to witness a shit so how can anyone jut conclude he is the bad guy because of some pictures found on the internet when you don't even know if the pictures are for real.Futhermore that Rihanna didnt even open her damn mouth to say anything.When Rihanna the supposed &amp;quot;victim&amp;quot; didnt want to speak about it&amp;nbsp; or wadeves why must yall start dissing him.I mean c'mon cut that guy some slack would yall.&lt;br /&gt;In conclusion i would like to say STOP CURSING AND SWEARING AT MY BABY.HE IS INNOCENT.AND TO ALL THE HATERS OUT THERE,HE WILL BE BACK AND ROCK ON LIKE HE USED TO.&lt;br /&gt;Peace.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>My Birthday Celebration(:</title>
    <published>2009-06-10T09:42:54Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-10T09:44:22Z</updated>
    <category term="love you guys(:"/>
    <content type="html">&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;This post is strictly dedicated to my LOVE and SWEETHEART&amp;lt;3&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 255, 0);"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;SHENNA a.k.a MY LOVE a.k.a DEARIE a.k.a SECRET AFFAIR:&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey love.&lt;br /&gt;Thank you so much for taking time off to spend the day with me though you weren't feeling very well.&lt;br /&gt;Thank you so much for the awesome gift and card.Will treasure both of it!&lt;br /&gt;Thank you so much for my baby,Chris brown's CD.I mean i appreciate the fact that you went to find for his songs though you don't even like him just to make me happy.&lt;br /&gt;THANKS(:&lt;br /&gt;Also for always being there for me and everything.&lt;br /&gt;You're simply an awesome friend.&lt;br /&gt;Hell yeah,we may have our arguments and cold wars but no matter what i still love you.&lt;br /&gt;Thanks love.&lt;br /&gt;Have a safe trip.Will miss you hell loads.Muacks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 255, 0);"&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HEYONG a.k.a MY SWEETHEART a.k.a FREAK&amp;lt;3&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey hon.&lt;br /&gt;Thank you so much for taking time off to spend the day with me.&lt;br /&gt;Thank you so much for the awesome gift and card.Will treasure both of it!&lt;br /&gt;Thank you so much for running around Vivo to settle everything though you hate running(:&lt;br /&gt;Likewise thanks for always being there for me.&lt;br /&gt;Love you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 255, 0);"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SHENNA AND YONG.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey guys.Thank you for today.I really appreciate every single thing you guys did for me.&lt;br /&gt;I SIMPLY LOVE THE GIFT:CHRIS BROWN TEE AND THE CARD.&lt;br /&gt;I swear i was close to crying.I was actually shaking you know!&lt;br /&gt;Thanks lovelies.First time celebrating with ya'll.It was awesome!(:&lt;br /&gt;LOVE YOU BOTH&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;PS:Cant wait for our CC date!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>lilshobs @ 2009-06-09T18:21:00</title>
    <published>2009-06-09T10:22:06Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-09T10:22:06Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 204, 0);"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: larger;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;M.H.H.S.S.G&amp;lt;3&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lilshobs:10193</id>
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    <title>In your favorite car with the missing top.</title>
    <published>2009-06-09T10:04:53Z</published>
    <updated>2009-06-09T10:05:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Heyong:&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;Hey hon.&lt;br /&gt;Thanks for being there for me that weekend when i really needed someone to be there with me.I swear i would not have been able to sit for my MT O's if wasn't for you.So thank you so much.Appreciate every single thing you told me to help me get through that shitty period.&lt;br /&gt;Also for srsly being such a sweetie.&lt;br /&gt;I swear i would have cried if it wasnt for the coffee the other day at Macs.I never expected you to call Vasantham just like that.Though i was like kinda making you feel guilty by telling you how much i love Varman and that i really wanted your plan to work.Your actions just touched me.I swear.I mean you cant even stand it when i talk bout him yet you were willing to do anything to make me smile.THANK YOU.&lt;br /&gt;I enjoyed our sugarcane date that day.(:&lt;br /&gt;I LOVE YOU HON.&lt;/em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hello folks.&lt;br /&gt;June hols been so ugh!Thanks to the hol lessons :/&lt;br /&gt;One week has passed and i didnt do anything.Fish it.&lt;br /&gt;Haha.&lt;br /&gt;So my birthday is in like 2 days time :/&lt;br /&gt;Truth is i am excited esp for tom.Never celebrated with frens before.At the same time i don't like looking forward to this type of things,you know just in case things doesn't go the way you want it to you can save the hurt.Oh wells.&lt;br /&gt;I shall leave it to god.&lt;br /&gt;I'mma bounce.&lt;br /&gt;Peace.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(128, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; It&amp;rsquo;s been about a year now&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>I see your face again and I fall.</title>
    <published>2009-05-21T11:21:43Z</published>
    <updated>2009-05-21T11:21:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;Hey folks(:&lt;br /&gt;Not gonna blog much.Listening to my fav song,since sec 1(:&lt;br /&gt;Taufik Batisah,you're an awesome singer&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font&gt;&lt;font class="txt_1"&gt;I never could imagine, life without you&lt;br /&gt; From the moment you walked into my world&lt;br /&gt; Never knew how long a loving flame could burn&lt;br /&gt; But losing you has forced me to learn&lt;br /&gt; That we can't change the way we feel inside&lt;br /&gt; And every try at love never turns out right&lt;br /&gt; We both know it's better if we just let it go&lt;br /&gt; So let's have&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;One last kiss&lt;br /&gt; One last touch&lt;br /&gt; One last tender moment between us&lt;br /&gt; One last &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;font&gt;&lt;font class="txt_1"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.lyricsdownload.com/taufik-batisah-one-last-albumblessings-lyrics.html#" style="text-decoration: underline ! important; position: static;" class="kLink" target="undefined"&gt;&lt;font color="orange" style="color: orange ! important; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-weight: 400; font-size: 11px; position: static;"&gt;&lt;span style="color: orange ! important; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-weight: 400; position: static;" class="kLink"&gt;dance&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt; To our first song&lt;br /&gt; While pretending there's nothing wrong&lt;br /&gt; Let's stay here for awhile and&lt;br /&gt; Cherish every moment we're in denial&lt;br /&gt; We both know&lt;br /&gt; Its better if we just let it go&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Everytime I try to take a stand at all&lt;br /&gt; I see your face again and I fall&lt;br /&gt; In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose&lt;br /&gt; The smell of your perfume I suppose&lt;br /&gt; But we can't change the way we feel inside&lt;br /&gt; And every try at love never turns out right&lt;br /&gt; We both know it's better if we just let it go&lt;br /&gt; So let's have&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font&gt;&lt;font class="txt_1"&gt; Baby if we met each other under a different sky&lt;br /&gt; Maybe then things would be much better between you and I&lt;br /&gt; We could always hold on to this one special thing we share&lt;br /&gt; But it would be too much for us to bear&lt;br /&gt; So let's have&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haish.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: xx-small;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really,truly,deeply miss you.Screw you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/u&gt;Anyways i'm sorry shenna for whateves that's happened.&lt;br /&gt;I love you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>I miss you more than you'll ever know.</title>
    <published>2009-05-16T04:02:34Z</published>
    <updated>2009-05-16T04:02:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;THURSDAY&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last day of mid yrs baby!(:&lt;br /&gt;Had MT LC which ended at 8.30?!Haha.&lt;br /&gt;Left school with Na and Yong and headed to PS.&lt;br /&gt;Initial plan was to eat at G since dumb Yong din let us eat at KFC :(&lt;br /&gt;I wanted to try their breakfast but she just refused so we went to G.But it was closed.Bummer!So breakfast-ed at Macs.&lt;br /&gt;Most of the places at PS was close so we were kinda bored so decided to go to C to buy junk for the movie marathon we planed to have at my crib.Bought lots of junk and Na and Yong got S cookies.Trained to Kovan to rent&amp;nbsp; Step Up2 and Madagascar and headed to my Crib.&lt;br /&gt;Started our movie marathon by watching SLUMDOG first.I gotta admit its kinda boring.So aft S we were hungry so we fried fries and nuggets.it was hilarious.Before we even wanted to fry Nans was screaming.Haha.Funnyyyy.&lt;br /&gt;Played step up for like 5 mins and we changed to Madagascar.Haha and guess what i fell asleep!HAHA.&lt;br /&gt;Then we headed to Matt's room and just lepak there!HAHA.&lt;br /&gt;Nans was going crazyy.Actually we were all going nuts.Had pillow fight and yong and I had some soccer thingy going on.She kicked my ankle :/&lt;br /&gt;Haha but it was fun la.Like srsly laughed and screamed so loud:))&lt;br /&gt;We were planning to have a sleepover at my crib the next day but Yong couldn't make it :(So next time i s'pose.June hols?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So that was what i did on Thursday.I really had a blast with em like aft a long time i laughed and screamed so loud.So thanks Nans and Yong.Love you both.MUACKS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;FRIDAY&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wanted to go eat F with Yong and all but dunno,decided against it.School was just Boring!):&lt;br /&gt;Thanks Na for going to school for me(:Appreciate it.&amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Okay thats bout it.I have decided to just PARTAYY like crazy this weekends.Getting back result nxt week.Ugh.&lt;br /&gt;I dunno why but i feel like going NYNY with Na and Yong now.Hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;Nans if you're reading this,when's our date?!(:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh and I'm hooked to some song now.Keep listening to it over and over again!haha.&lt;br /&gt;I am actually kinda bored now that Midyrs are over.Haha weird.AND I WANT TO WATCH A!!&lt;br /&gt;Aite i'mma bounce.Got T later and hafta go return the movies that we rented.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: larger;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;HAHA&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>lilshobs @ 2009-04-26T09:36:00</title>
    <published>2009-04-26T01:42:07Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-26T01:42:07Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 102);"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt; I know you think I just be trippin on you&lt;br /&gt; Boy you see, this ain't how I normally be&lt;br /&gt; But I can't help this jealously&lt;br /&gt;Ohh I'm fallin way to deep&lt;br /&gt; Without you by my side&lt;br /&gt; I feel like I can't eat or sleep&lt;br /&gt; But I,Gotta come down to earth I don't&lt;br /&gt; But I,Gotta let you go but baby I don't wanna&lt;br /&gt; And I,I gotta see, that you and me&lt;br /&gt;Ain't meant to be&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;</content>
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    <title>When I look at you my mind goes on a trip .</title>
    <published>2009-04-26T01:22:22Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-26T01:22:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;u&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;You see the hate, that they&amp;rsquo;re servin on a platter &lt;br /&gt; So what we gon&amp;rsquo; have - dessert or disaster? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: smaller;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haha.Funnyy.&lt;br /&gt;Anyways everyone around me are like mugging their ass off,either that or they're faking it.Ah wadeves.I don't care who is studying or who aint.I only care bout myself.Sounds selfish?Well yes,thats how i'm gonna roll.&lt;br /&gt;I just wish i could find someone to spill out wadeves i'm going through now.Srsly.&lt;br /&gt;Cant stand all these screwed up crap.I can't wait for mid-yrs to end.First person i would meet would be Mummy GAYU&amp;lt;3.&lt;br /&gt;I srsly cant wait to see her and just hug her.I mean no one makes me feel as good as she does.Thank you mummy.Love and miss you.&lt;br /&gt;As for the rest of the people around me i'&amp;nbsp; gonna maintain a distant.i really cant be bothered frens or friendship.Its the same,the promises and all the 'i love you' shit,is all BULLSHIT.I am sick and tired of gettin hurt over and over again.And i cant wait to graduate period.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So yes back to mugging,cant seem to focus.Screw it.Only one more week.Somebody help me!Feel like giving school a skip tom.But sadly i have oral and even if i didnt mummy wont allow):WADEVES.&lt;br /&gt;Self appr is killing me.I dont even know wth to write.So i just crapped out some shit and its like half a page?!So i just sent LL an email.&lt;br /&gt;oh pls god,let him be in a good mood /:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The only upside bout this weekends was one,no school.Two,I saw D!And pls if you're readin this and if you're supposedly my fren and you think you know who i'm talking bout let me tell you,it aint who you think it is.No one,i repeat no one knows.It ticks me off when ppl think they know me,when srsly no one knows.Maybe cept for my dad.No one else does.So screw off.&lt;br /&gt;Oh three,I SMELLED ESPRIT.DHARSH!!!!! OMGGG.Haha you're the only soul who knows why i go so crazy!HEHEHE.Date soon yea?Aft MOY's right?Cant wait.Lets go smell E.P!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aite i'mma bounce.Hopefully let this be a productive day for me.Pls.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(153, 51, 102);"&gt;&lt;em&gt; I never thought I&amp;rsquo;d fall for you as hard as I did &lt;/em&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>BURN.</title>
    <published>2009-04-02T09:39:22Z</published>
    <updated>2009-04-02T09:39:22Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Old song but means alot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Girl, understand why&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; See it's burning me to hold onto this&lt;br /&gt; I know this is something I gotta do&lt;br /&gt; But that don't mean I want to&lt;br /&gt; What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just&lt;br /&gt; I feel like this is coming to an end&lt;br /&gt; And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you&lt;br /&gt; I gotta let it burn&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; [Verse 1]&lt;br /&gt; It's gonna burn for me to say this&lt;br /&gt; But it's comin from my heart&lt;br /&gt; It's been a long time coming&lt;br /&gt; But we done been fell apart&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Really wanna work this out&lt;br /&gt; But I don't think ya gonna change ya&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; I do but you don't&lt;br /&gt; Think it's best we go our separate ways&lt;br /&gt; Tell me why I should stay in this relationship&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; I think that you should let it burn&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; [Chorus]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Even though this might bruise you&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Gotta let it burn&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Deep down you know it's best for you except but you&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Hate the thought of her being with someone else&lt;br /&gt; But you know that it's over&lt;br /&gt; You know that it was through&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Gotta let it burn&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; [Verse 2]&lt;br /&gt; Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; Got somebody here but I want you&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself&lt;br /&gt; Callin' her your name&lt;br /&gt; Ladies tell me do you understand?&lt;br /&gt; Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?&lt;br /&gt; It's the way I feel&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; I know I made a mistake&lt;br /&gt; Now it's too late&lt;br /&gt; I know she ain't comin back&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; What I gotta do now&lt;br /&gt; To get my shorty back&lt;br /&gt; Ooo ooo ooo ooooh&lt;br /&gt; Man I don't know what I'm gonna do&lt;br /&gt; Without my booo&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt; You've been gone for too long&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt; It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours&lt;br /&gt; Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; [Chorus]&lt;br /&gt; When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to&lt;br /&gt; But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to&lt;br /&gt; Even though this might bruise you&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn (gotta let it burn)&lt;br /&gt; Gotta let it burn&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you&lt;br /&gt; Hate the thought of her being with someone else&lt;br /&gt; But you know that it's over&lt;br /&gt; you know that it was through&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Gotta let it burn&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; [Bridge]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: larger;"&gt;&lt;strong&gt; I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on&lt;br /&gt; On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)&lt;br /&gt; I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on&lt;br /&gt; On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; [Breakdown]&lt;br /&gt; Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh&lt;br /&gt; Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)&lt;br /&gt; Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; So many days, so many hours&lt;br /&gt; I'm still burnin' till you return&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; [Chorus]&lt;br /&gt; When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to&lt;br /&gt; But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to&lt;br /&gt; Even though this might bruise you&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Gotta let it burn&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt; Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you&lt;br /&gt; Hate the thought of her being with someone else&lt;br /&gt; But you know that it's over&lt;br /&gt; You know that it was through&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Let it burn&lt;br /&gt; Gotta let it burn&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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