| I never felt like this baby. |
[Sep. 11th, 2009|06:05 pm] |
Quick post before taking my shower to pray.
Shopping ystd was extremely awesome(:
I really enjoyed every second of it,It was awesome to spend some quality family time with Dad and Mum.I felt so happy and loved,haha.I mean honestly a feeling that i haven't felt for so longgg.
I will be going swimming tomorrow(:
Yayness.
Can't wait,hopefully the weather doesn't screw up.
But i still heart the rain(:
Anddd pizza night with Dad and Mum today.Omg!<3
Thanks GM for being such an awesome GM!LOL.
But yea,thanks for the advice and everything else.Love love.
I hate you for being such a fucktard but that's exactly why i heart you.Why does things always have to be so damn ass complicated?!Ugh. |
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[Sep. 9th, 2009|09:39 am] |
My problems?Bigger?I said that?Wow,i never cared?Awesome.What else?
I thought despite all these shit you still cared.But wadeves.
I have been hurting,pushing everyone away.I'm not gonna state the reason here.What's the fucking point?
You would think that its bull,as usual.So fine,wadeves.
You're happy now so let it be
And wth you were the one who pushed her away. so how the hell isit my fault?
Wadeves just go ahead and blame me for every damn shit.I cant be bothered anymore.I don't want to hold on and hurt myself physically and mentally when you're oh so damn happy without me.
So fine,you don't want me back.Let it be.Peace out.
Hello readers.
Yes,i fainted on Monday and it was for real.
Haha,funny sia.
Okay,wasn't actually that funny that time but now looking back i find it amusing.
Had like 3 hour plus lecture in total from everyone at home bout my health!
Yes yes Mummy and Daddy i promise (:
So aft fainting in the morning i couldnt like sleep so i called my Baby to tell her i fainted.Haha.
She was so cute and sweet as usual.Talked to her for like 2 hrs i think.
Then papa came back.Kinda rested the whole day felt very weak.
Ystd was another unproductive yet fun day.
GM called me,yes i have a GM now and i heart her to bits,and we talked for 4 hrs?!
Yepp,was fun talking to her(:
And i forgot to mention,i have a precious now(:And i love her to bits too.Muacks D.
Shitty things happened at night.Turned to ma baby.
And she was there for me like how she has been from the time i started talking to her,
I love you hell loads baby J<3Am so grateful for you in my life.Take care B.I miss you.Cant wait to see you nxt week.
Woke up early today morning to send Matt off to M'sia.
Damn as much as it kills me to say,I'm gonna miss her.
Ugh.
Had a car date with papa.Finally.Have been drifting away from him.Was so happy to just talk to him bout stuff.
I didn't talk much,was listening to dad's stuff.
Aft listening i kinda miss Uncle C.Well hope he will get well soon (:
And now i'm blogging(:
I love holidays coz it beats going to school.
Contemplating if i should watch the hindi movie GM recommended.
But i don't want to get all sad and mopey.
So ugh.
Mummy is taking a day off from work tml to spend time with me(:
Going deeps shopping!!(:Because once school starts its gonna be just me and the books(:
Maybe your blog post was what i really needed.
Honestly when i read it,it felt like someone had stab me with a knife.But wadeves.
I'm too fly to be depressed right GM?(: |
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| Same shit,different day. |
[Sep. 5th, 2009|09:26 am] |
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LOCKED.
'm just so fuckin' depressed
I just can seem to get out this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump
I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick that myself back up
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| SHUT UP BITCH. |
[Sep. 4th, 2009|06:53 pm] |
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Ehmagod!SHUT THE FUCK UP.
I swear.I just want to curl up and die.
So shut the fuck up and piss off. |
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| Damn. |
[Aug. 31st, 2009|03:12 pm] |
Just let it die
With no goodbyes
Details don't matter
We both paid the price
Tears in my eyes
You know sometimes
It'd be like that baby
Now everytime I see you
I pretend I'm fine
When I wanna reach out to you
But I turn and I walk and I let it ride
Baby I must confess
We were bigger than anything
Remember us at our best
And don't forget about us.
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